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I
am the first word and the last act: Love is the will to listen and the patience to illustrate
the word. Love is the will to survive and the strength to maintain faith in the truth of Devine Gain, the golden tongue
of silence and the awe-inspiring vision of serenity. The spirit will call to you, move you, guide and send you. When you realize
the touch of an angel upon your breath.
Isnt it ironic that the casting of the knowledge is power for the individual, is also the power held over you?. That
which gives you stregth shall also be that which shall bind thee. A promise of freedom and understanding yet I am captive
by my own free will to be free. Who are you and what is your purpose here with me. I get deeper to vibe with you, just to
be near your. So way down deep I find you in the highest valley I see is true. How is it I know of you. How did I get you.
Most of all what may I do with you.
I wonder how I came to be in this place, this state called mind. Has it always been? Whosoever art thou and howedbethyname.
I know who you are and I know you understand the DreamSong. I know what it has done.
Well I had this dream and combined a previous writing. I call this one, "the box".
In this box is a room and in this room a dungeon
and in this dungeon a creature from which all did come of its kind and these wall and corners of the box the room and the
dungeon are covered of mirrors inside and out so not to find way out nor in and to shield the reflection a mist of smoke and
shadow and out of this place and unseen passageway to a door and on this door is a seal and this seal is the name of its captor
and beyond this door should one pass is another which is sealed with the a warning of the curse to be burdened by the passerby
and the rest of the world now on the third and final door is covered by a sackcloth and dark smoke to blur the vision and
on this door is the seal of the name of the thing which is held deep in the depths of the dark lit place where there is no
light but of its own illumines.
Who are you?
This
you already know for if you knew not youd not ask of my being now accept that you are far more aware than you assume now listen
there were others who did come before you and knew not of my presence these were beings of little faith and failed the mission
set of them and have fallen unto pits of their despair.
You
however have did seek before your calling fallen and continued to endure the never-ending journey I have in mind and you remember
when and then and now you chose to remember the light and the knight for this I have given many gift as you asked for them
and those you knew not of your determination and will is strong I am quite proud of you and your progress now remember young
one life is long so take your time in hand so not to loose it.
It was at that moment I had IT
We were destined to be there at that time at this moment together and I saw you staring back at me I have never seen or knew of
this place Athendor of beginning of this moment a time to remember sometime I was there I was in the beginning sea peace and
tranquility within me then came I into being I did see I was
the eye of the sea, I saw where be come you.
Now sleep.
In my most
blissful moments I am silent and still soft and smooth Sometimes UNREACHABLE TOUCHABLE THINKABLE Amazing thing to see the
stillness of the sea.
I had these
dreams; Place upon thine temple timeless face still space within the Holiest Place Seal thine chamber with the name of thine
Heavenly Creator now that I lay to eternal slumber the stars are numbered marking the lines between you and I The space of
Infinite Sky I am the body of all that is and is not It is my Will to Be-ing It is my name that empowers all it is my Absolute
being which contains the dark abyss and its Devine guiding light the eternal Fire. I am the first thought and the last witness
I am the seed from which all did come I am the beginning Because I am the beautiful face of fear my body the of chaos my breath
word is life and true all things are as it should and is the source of all that is to be you see because I am you are now
my dreams are your present your past my sorrow your dreams phanai in lucidity the Speculum Magica is God Spell to keep all
in order even I know not my name for it is written in an unbreakable code and seal to keep hold my boundaries that none may
release I and the destruction that will become Now that you see understand the key remember to remember to forget all Ive
teach thee and take your time to recreate me and from time to time open your eyes so I may see the beauty within me
You can have it as you please
but you must not keep it pass it and it will return to you as it should.
This ones kinda different. "a walk in the park"
And he went for a walk and saw this beautiful woman he just had to have and
they had long talks and walks together from that day on. They were cool, and people knew it as they walked buy. Shopping sprees
fancy cars, theyd go to a basketball game and heads would turn to see them and what they were doing. They were so cool. You
might think they were at the fashion epic center of life the way they when about things and Im sure they thought that way
from night to day but today was no ordinary day we saw an old friend of hers
another girl from her old neighborhood she used to hang with and party. and she told her of another girl who had been cheating
on her brother or something of that nature they went after this girl in retaliations and got caught and put in jail. This
girl isnt so beautiful any more they beat on her daily in this place which is now her home. I suppose ill see here when she
gets out in a few years if she doesnt die in theyre , she told me that the girl they jumped on has family in the Penn a cousin bout as big as me. Damn they feed kids well these days. I hope she makes it
out strong she did have a good heart. I remember walks thru the park and we were just the coolest couple and proud to be seen
together. We had it going on back then but sometimes I guess you got to fight for what you believe in even if it land s you
in jail.
This reminds me of another story when I was hanging with a few cats and we
talked about getting back at some guy who did something I dont remember what but we went for this walk and I decided I couldnt
do it. later that day I was sitting at a bar having a burger and fries which werent bad at all , there was a loud noise and
fighting broke out and I saw some of those guys running they were trashing the bar. They were running because there were bigger
guys coming after them. Damn these guys looked like the Chicago Bears and The Lakers all pilled together. You know that jail-house
rock look; I hid from this commotion till the noises died down. Im not one for large fights since me and the lady doesnt hang
any more. I got up from under the table and started for the door with the other people that hid like I did and saw that they
had caught someone just as I thought to myself that these were the wrong people to piss off . lord was I right ,looking up
barely a light did shine un the bald shiny heads that were circle at this table of angry bruits an I saw a smile turn from a face, and they had at a booth a male not even on his knees but holding him
off the ground and forcing his head up and down Oh this was not a pretty sight they were gang raping him his face and rectal
area was exposed and they were up for a payback , I might have spoke to stop it and defend but this had me so disturbed I
could not speak my thought swelled and my stomach turned and I fell puke-ing trying to turn and run from this horrid seen
I could not bear the effects any longer I crawled and puked my way out the door finally I made it to the street I need air
bad I ran away never came back to this place. Note to self it is better to allow people their angers and not stand in there
way. Stay in peace and you will be spared the hardships of these who retaliate in the mist of their woes.
I cant recall if these were notes or original thoughts at the time. Usually when taking note I
apply my own comments or reword it as it would come from my mouth.
It is the attention to the voice of God and it hold on you
- that is important. Turn face into the spirit and the spirit Will guide you. Turn away the force Will force you.
This is not an excuse to turn your back on friends, family,
work, etc. Yet - It may seem this way. Stand fast and true. When you return to them - the devine light Will blind the illusions
and those who are with me Will accept thee Freely.
Jack the Knife
I woke up to find I was holding
a rabbit
I looked up to see a couple to
my left on a street standing in a doorway of a storefront near a mailbox. At the very end of the block, there is a group of
people, (about five or six teenage boys), harassing a younger boy. I was standing next to an automobile on the drivers side,
the door was open. I looked down into the car to find a retard; I apparently had been caring for. I reach to help, to halt,
to hold, and to heal. I stood there paralyzed as I noticed the rabbits heart beating rapidly. I was in alarm. I knew not how
I came to this point and with a rabbit in hand. The rabbits whole body was trembling, as though it were to about to explode
in my hands. I thought to sit it down, yet it may bounce off and get hurt. Somehow I knew I was its keeper, and what of the
others, they were mine also. It was then I realized Id just pulled a rabbit from my hat. And then a series of names, visions
and memories went across my mind. JACK!!! A voice said in my head connecting to the rabbit, it would be its name. I recall
a strait razor, (Id seen at the mall) - connecting to the image of a large semi-truck; out of control on an open freeway,
and a mercy killing.
The rabbit was named, Jack the Knife
And this is his story.
r.i.p.2003
I am my masters slave
because it can't help itself.
One cannot enlighten because
one is not the source of light.
"Some people see the scoop
some people just watch the scoop"
-I like this one, I think I got it from a
recent movie.
The word is a Power not a Force.
The labor of love is the way to endure Will
of lifes longsuffering.
"the Lord givith and taketh away"
alpha almighty absolute alien
eternity entity extra-terestreal
in infinity
omega
u-
I will change hi story by writing my story. You do believe me? Dont you? I
will also claim time and space as my own and keep it, to maintain the construction and distance of and to the future. Ive
decided that you have more than you need and will be cutting back the clock a few notes. I know you want to disagree but it
is necessary for your own good. You are moving much too fast and I cant have you blowing up all over the place. Now, this
is only temporary. I just want you to pace yourself and remember what youve learned. Most of all, listen to me when I speak
to you. And do your best to record my words.
Oh now you see me. How quickly do we forget? Its okay, Just take your time.
Know that you are fine and the light will always shine.
You have come a long way my friend, Im glad you made it back. You have summed many moments and become victorious. Youve
maintained a glorious way throughout the game and have earned your seat in Heaven. You are a god amongst men.
I devote my life to be an open ear and help others best I can. I have
complete faith and dedicate my mindto the powers of written and spoken word, knowledge and unknown.
I beseech ye my spiritual family to help me because I cannot help myself.
Do unto others as you would have done unto thee.
I am My*stic*al
Mi*stick
Cane of Able.
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